Being a Sissy, How it all started

The life of a sissy and how it all started. Remember back to that first pair of panties you tried on. I bet you still remember it like it was yesterday! For some of you it was the silkiness, the pretty lace and of course that naughty feeling. Others might have just felt like this is what has been missing. No matter what category you fall in one thing is for sure, that first pair of panties sent you down a lifelong rabbit hole of femininization that you could never climb out of. (Like you would want to wink wink) That day a sissy was born.

After experiencing that slice of silky heaven, panties were no longer enough. The person who you tried their panties would surely have something more you could try. And then you were in their panties and bra. You looked at yourself in the mirror and a rush of excitement took you over! Bra and panties become your naughty secret for a bit. But every time you sneak in to get a bra panty set you think what other kind of lingerie might be fun?

You knew you would be home by yourself for a while, so this particular day you decide to venture further than the bra and panty drawer! Exploring her dresser fully now, you feel you just found El Dorado the city of gold! All that silk and all that lace omg such femininity! A full drawer of nothing but stockings, Garters, slips and pantyhose! Being afraid of ruining a pair of stockings or pantyhose you just rub them on yourself imagining just how good they would feel if you could put them on. Without realizing it you had begun the self-feminization process.

Adding to Your Feminine Needs

As time goes on you tell yourself that this is so wrong, so perverted, so you stop for a bit. Also afraid of getting caught, you decided to just stop and try to go back to being “normal”. However, after a week, a month or maybe even a few months the desire becomes overwhelming! Waiting for her to leave, the anticipation is mind numbing! As you rush into her room, the flood of emotions and desires make your feminine need engulf your mind.

Better judgment to the wind, you decide that today nothing is off limits! Remembering back to the day you discovered all those silky stockings and garter belts, not knowing exactly how, you decided that you were going to actually wear them!

You knew you had all day to play, so you were in no rush. Laying out each item you were going to put on today made you flush with excitement! A dress? Or a skirt and blouse? Deciding a skirt and blouse would be easier to put on you look for the perfect ensemble. Being so free to explore all her wardrobe, you feel like a kid in a candy store! Pink it is!

You find the perfect blouse and skirt combination. Then you decide on white for your lingerie! This is going to be your first time with a garter and stockings. Looking at them, you think to yourself what a sexy mystery this is. As you held them up you look at the garter trying to figure everything out. Finally, after several tries, you finally get the stockings and garters on, the first attempts ended in epic failure but you did finally succeed. Runs up and down the stockings, but yet you still felt so sexy in them and the way they felt will be something you remember for the rest of your life!

All dressed in the attire you chose for yourself, that day you officially became a sissy! No longer could you resist the look and feel of your effeminateness!

! That day will always be your new birthday into your feminine self!

Owning your Sissy Feminine Life

As you have gotten older, you have gone through periods of denial and shame or maybe just society telling you that what you feel is wrong. So, the cycle of purging everything and then replacing everything you just purged. With every purge, the desire becomes insurmountable and you come back each time getting more things and feeling even more feminine.

Now that you have broken the cycle of denial and shame, you have found yourself much happier. You no longer fight the need to be feminine, you have now embraced your true self! Owning that fact that you are truly happy being that sissy you see in the mirror now!

The Sissy Pageant

Today is the day you decide you want to take on the world! You spotted on the dailycock.com that there is going to be a Sissy Pageant July 19^th at 7 pm Eastern time. Knowing that you are the ultimate sissy, you do whatever is needed to participate. You see that it only requires and 30 minutes session to be entered so you put on your favorite outfit and lingerie and call Ms. Krista!

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